ahhh.this week has been rather..sighy.so much has happened,so little time to deal with things.i don't know i don't know.
i'm at a loss for words i don't know where to start.
maybe i shouldn't start then.sigh.
i miss the way things used to be in school,the way a02 used to be,the way everything used to function.yet,like christine said,we can't expect everything to be the same way anymore because so many people have left.cracks are starting to show in the foundation that i used to think was sturdy and unshakable.i don't want things to turn out this way.beng ah said something that i can empathise with the other day on the bus 'i haven't been happy since postings came out.' sigh.i understand.lift your head up yeah?nothing's gonna be permanent,be it whether you're happy or you're sad.if you're happy all the time,the things that make you happy are gonna appear as small and insignificant and soon you're not going to feel happy at all.the vicious entrapment of it all makes you want to curl up and cry for the waste,but there's no point is there?everything's going to stay the same anyway.if you're gonna be sad your entire life,then let it be.you'll cheer up one day or another.in a way,forever has its pros and cons.
it's your perception that changes everything.
playing:matchbox 20:unwell.
